until march at least
when i’m absent in the near future, i want you to remember a few things.
i’ve always lived my life, every second of every day.
i may not have had much, but i bet damn sure i always shook your hand.
i might have had a cold heart,
but the sun shines today
you can be rid of the chill that might linger in your bones from me
you can shed your skin and drown my memory.
if you do i promise you’ll happy.
remember passed my cold heart
and feel the sunshine today
it’s likely that i’ll never be the same,
so remember all our smiles and none of my mistakes.
remember all the shared laughs, late talks,
and the amount of times i drove the wrong way down that one street.
remember the times we smiled after we kissed
and the times we had sex regardless of what it would make me think
remember how much i loved you and how hard i tried to make you smile.
and try not to remember how i’m no longer around.
i’ll be in rehab til march at least
